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Happy fasting everyone ;) Elehh over 'everyone' sangat padahal bercerita dengan diri sendiri je. Hahahahaha. Its already 7th day of fasting. And this is the first Ramadhan without atuk. First eid without him too. Setiap kali solat terawih, mesti teringat kat atuk. I dont know why. Pastu mula laaa nak leleh T.T I know you are doing fine up there, atuk. InshaAllah I'll be visiting you soon. And I'm so sorry, I didn't spend much time for you.
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Astaghfirullah. Dealing with people is way much harder than answering an exam paper. Bila you nak buat decision, even it is for yourself, tp you will keep thinking the effect of your decision to others kan. Tanpa you sendiri sedar. Well, some people might say, "Buat apa nak fikir orang. Fikir diri sendiri dulu then baru fikir orang lain." Tapi because you are a human. Human with normal human's feelings. And you also live with other human. So, nak tak nak, you will think about others too. But as for me, even though I always having a hard time in making decision or solving problem, I will make a decision which give me benefits. Kiranya, macam win-win situation laaaaaa. You satisfied others and in the same time you didn't hurt your own feelings. Tapi aku rasa aku ni memang ada masalah laaa in solving problem. Haihhh, nak kena jumpa doktor ni buat treatment hahaha
Short story
Hi handsome guy. I hope u know that ur existence bring happiness to me. I hope u know that every time I see u, u make me smile. I hope u know that every single thing that u did is perfect to me. Even when u are paying for ur drink. Somehow, i didnt even caught ur name. Neither which sem are u in. I just cant do that. Because feelings are so complicated. I keep telling myself that I cant have any feelings towards u. Ive been fooling myself all this while; trusting a boy that shouldnt be trusted. Im scared. Scared to be hurt. Scared to be left again. Scared that u will be doing the same things. And scared to heard that goodbye again. So, before im hearing it, goodbye handsome guy. May everybody appreciate ur existence just like the way I did.
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Sem 1 dah nak habis.
Dah nak dekat cuti sem.
Tinggal lagi satu paper.
Tiga paper dah habis.
Dah masuk tahun baru.
Dah 20 tahun.
How time flies.
Okay, gerak lu.
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Girls are complicated.I'm a girl. I'm complicated. The Last Day.
It has been 1 week since you left us atuk. I hope you're doing fine. May Allah bless your soul and surely I will never ever forget you. You are the best dad and atuk I've ever knew. I'm still handling with your lost and it seems that I still can't handle it perfectly. I'm still crying over your death. I'm still asking why. I'm still trying to deal with it. And it's hard. Too hard. So hard. And now I know how hard it is to know that your loved one has left you. Al-Fatihah.
Life.
Dah nak dekat 3 months masuk u ni. Time flies too fast ehh. Too fast babyyyy. Sedar sedar dah nak masuk 20 next year T.T Dah tuaaaaaa. Tadi, having a deep conversation with Jieha. Aww, seriously rasa dah tua gila bila cakap pasal future and life. Ye laaa, dulu waktu sekolah lepak dalam dorm dengan Jieha cakap pasal apa je. Sekarang tengah makan bercakap pasal life. And we're talking about the past. Surely, it will be the common topic hahahaha. So, dah sedar dah yang semua orang datang untuk bagi pengajaran. This people came untuk ajar pasal tu. That person datang untuk ajar pasal ni. Every person came for a reason. Be grateful samada dia datang dan pergi or dia datang and stay. Yang penting, dia datang and taught us of something good. Am I right? ;)
Good Friends
I'm having a hard time lately. Rasa macam banyak gila masalah. Tapi, masalah tu bukanlah besar sangat tapi tetap rasa cam susah lah kan. Tetiba roommate cakap, "Kenapa masalah aimi tak habis-habis ni?" Okay, cry a river T.T Lepastu baru sedar kenapa. Dah jauh kot. Ni, act as a wake-up call la ni. Nak suruh mengadu lebih sikit, jangan asyik lagho dengan benda duniawi je kan. Astaghfirullah. But, fortunately I'm having those good good good and kind friends. Yang boleh je nak dengar masalah apa-apa. Yang boleh tolong je apa-apa. Awwwwwww, such a good friend. May you guys will be good to me and kind forever ;) hehehehe. Thank you so much. Thank youuuuuuuuuu. Sekarang rasa macam bersalah gila buat semua orang punya life miserable. Tapi life Aimi lagi miserable ni T.T hahahahaha
Ourselves.
Emmm, betul lah kann once kita dah duduk u ni, semuanya on our own. Masuk u, semua pun boleh. Keluar malam, boleh. Balik rumah bebila, boleh. Pakai apa pun, boleh. And baru sekarang rasa cam semua good actions yang mak ayah ajar, discipline yang dari sekolah rendah ajar sangat berguna. Dan I never regret it. Yes, this is kakak asrama, kakak matrik yang cakap. I've been educated with strict discipline since I was 13. So, sorry kalau saya skema sikit or terlalu berdisiplin sangat hahahaha tp i'd used with this way which is aku rasa bagus untuk aku. Sebab duduk sini, everything is on our own. Nak buat, go for it. Tak nak buat, okay tkpayah buat. Takde orang nak kisahkan awak unless yourself. Sebab tu, it's an advantage bila kawan dengan orang yang attitude bagus, behaviour pun okay. Takde lah kita cam nak terikut sangat kan. But so far, Alhamdulillah. Rasa masih boleh kawal diri untuk terus kekal berwawasan berdisiplin berbudi pekerti hahaha dan semoga terus bersikap sebegini sampai graduate inshaAllah. May Allah bless us ;)
05/09/15
Seriously, masih rasa tak percaya. Dari packing barang haritu sampai lah dah masuk sini, its still unbelievable. Betul lah kan perancangan Allah mana ada orang tau. Apa yang jadi esok pun belum tentu kita tahu even kita dah rancang tp tetap taktahu how its gonna happen. May Allah ease and bless everything. From this new starting point until the ending of this point. Dah rasa macam tktahu nak mengeluh macam mana lagi sebab Allah dah susun hidup ni cantik sangat. Too beautiful. Pretty. Alhamdulillah for everything. For everything. For good things and also for the bad things that had happened and may happen. For giving me those good people in my life. I'm grateful. And I'm thankful :) May the goods will be always with us and may Allah bless us, pretty creations ;) Jap I don't know why tp I'm writing this post with tears hahahahaha
Be grateful, be thankful.
2 days left sebelum nak gi sambung belajar balik. Omagadddd, sedih ada cuak ada excited ada. May the good will always be with me :) Seriously, sekarang macam too many good things happened in my life. Alhamdulillah. Good things, good people, good food hahaha semoga Allah sentiasa berikan yang baik-baik untuk kita. That's why kita kena jadi grateful dan be thankful for all the things that had happened and may happen. Tak susah pun nak tunjuk yang kita berterima kasih pada Allah. Buat apa Dia suruh, tinggal apa Dia larang. Besides kita puji Allah by recite Asma ul-Husna takpun baca al-Quran. Yang penting jangan lupa dia laa even tengah senang k ;)
education.
Kalau gurau dengan adik beradik ni biasalah. Tak lama lepas gelak-gelak kang dengar lah sorang menjerit sorang menangis. And that what was happened last night. I were fooling around with my little brother and the ending was sooooooo sad. Hahahahaha. He said some censored words to me dan aku pun apa lagi. Kalau aku cakap dia bukan nak dengar kan, jadinya mak lah penyelamat. Mak scold him and the rest was history. Pastu, aku terpikir dari mana dia belajar those unwanted words. Tak, kalau kawan cakap kat aku takpe. Cakap lahh a bunch of that words pun takpe sebab tu kawan. Tp bila adik ni dia rasa cam sedih pun ada kelakar pun ada hahahaha jadi i pun pikir yang education by parents or family is really really really really important. Sebab we were the one yang communicate with this kid first. We should tell them yang itu salah, ini tak betul, those words shouldn't be used and so on. Once dia dah besar and meet with other people with different background nanti sekurangnya dia tahu yang benda tu salah. Like, "Oh, dulu mak pernah cakap benda ni tak elok." Or "Haritu kakak kata tak baik kalau cakap benda ni." At least, they know. Kalau pastu in the end dia nak cakap jugak apa kita boleh buat kan. Cuma nanti at one point bila dia dah besar sikit dan boleh pikir sebetulnya dia akan sedar dan kata 'This is wrong and i must change it'. So, that's it guyssss. Educate our younger siblings or our kids later. Supaya kita sendiri tak terkilan dengan perangai dorang k :) eventhough kita pun pernah buat, why don't we prevent the one we love untuk tk buat benda yang salah. Drop the statement "Biarlah dia merasa semua benda". Tak, tak semua benda boleh cuba. Tak semua benda kena cuba untuk dapat experience. No, wrong will be always wrong. Nak nak dalam hukum Allah :) Tapi, tkpe kengkawan adik aku dah mintak maap semalam dengan letak kertas tulis 'minta maaf' depan pintu tandas hahaha May Allah bless you and our future generation ;)
Hard times.
Life is getting harder kannn. At one point, setiap masa rasa ada masalah. Tp kita kan grow up every day. Physically, mentally, the way we think, the way we talk, the way we find solution for the problem. That's it. Bukan sebab masalah tu susah sebenarnya. Allah bagi something based on our own abilities. So, takde maknanya kita takleh nak selesaikan. How we solved it tuuu yang patut ambik kira. Nak solved it pakai akal ke, pakai kuasa ke, pakai iman ke. Haaa, sebabnya kita ni muslimah dan semakin ke arah muslimah sejati pemangkin ummah nak selesaikan masalah kena lah pakai iman dan akal okay gaissss :) Never decide dalam keadaan marah. Take time everybody. Take your own time untuk reflect balik kenapa masalah tu datang and what is the most effective way to solve it. kadang-kadang masalah ni wake up call from Allah sebenarnya. Kita mana sedar dah jauh mana dah kita dengan Allah tu kann. So, tu kira reminder laaa untuk kita beringat balik. Bukan ke kita ni hidup menumpang atas bumi-Nya. Takkan tak reti nak berterima kasih. Take your own time untuk mintak petunjuk dari Allah. Sit on the sajadah and let it all out. Tak, Allah bukan macam kita yang nak taknak je dengar cerita kawan kita. Allah tu Maha Pengasih Maha Penyayang. Mestilaa Allah dengar apa yang kita nak cerita :) Pastu kan Allah dah janji; "Verily, with hardship there is relief" [94:6]. Pastu Allah janji lagi,
See, Allah takkan biar you lost dengan masalah you. No worries. Cumanya, be grateful and thankful lah sikit. Allah tak mintak banyak. Suruh kau taat perintah Dia dengan bangunkan balik umat Islam je. Okay? So sama-sama kita cuba berubah. Instead of marah marah bila ada satu masalah, why don't we be thankful sebab Allah still ingat kita. Masih lagi bagi peringatan pada kita kannnnn :) Kita cuba sikit-sikit. Aku pun mana ada kalau dapat masalah pastu takde marah-marah. Takpe kita cuba. May Allah bless.
Girls
Kawan satu sekolah. Kawan satu asrama. Kawan satu kelas. Kawan satu dewan makan. Kawan satu pinggan. Kawan satu gelas. Kawan satu botol air. Kawan satu sejadah. Kawan satu telekung. Kawan satu buku. Thank you for this friendship baby gals :* 7years and still counting. Gittewww. May Allah bless this friendship and grant us the happiness. i couldn't thank more. Walaupun dua kali kena tinggal bas, walaupun duit habis beli tiket je kije, it's worth. Worth laaa punya lama tak jumpa dorang. Dan semoga kita diberi kesempatan masa, rezeki supaya kita boleh jumpa lagi. Jumpa as a whole squad. Semua orang ada :) Ni dak mumtaz nak buat reunion lak ni pastu tak dapat pergi pastu sedih pastu nanti tengok je lewww orang hantar kat group T.T
Giving
I'm in the phase of still adjusting myself to the new me. So, there's maybe some time yang the old me come back. Semalam, I'm searching for my green Fixi's bag. And I couldn't find it. So, I ask my mom. Dan mak kata ada dalam bilik yayah but it's not there. I pun ask laa mak, "Mak bagi orang ehh?". Pastu, mak pun cakap, "Ohh yelah kot. Haritu waktu nak bagi seluar tu bagi dalam beg tu,". Cry a river T.T Beg tu limited edition, pastu beli 6 buku baru dapat satu beg :( I'm trying to let it go dengan relanya ni. Sedang mengikhlaskan diri. Sebab dulu ada orang kata kalau nak bagi barang kena bagi yang kita sayang. So, the bag is the one thing yang I sayang leww. Bukan setakat bag, orang yang aku sayang pun aku dah bagi kat orang lain hahaha. Sad me.
Random Things
The old one had been deleted. Walaupun macam sayang gila tapi it's not such a good memories to be kept. So, nowadays there's too much things happened. Sadness, happiness. But above all thanks to Him for giving me another chance. Another chance to fix myself. And yes, I've already graduated gaiss. Graduate dari matrik jelahh pastu sekarang tunggu rezeki nak masuk u mana-mana. At this point of life, I berangankan banyak benda. About the future laa mostly. How things gonna be set up? How is me? How is my life? What will happen and some other stuffs. And for today, happy ramadhan. May this month gives us chance untuk ubah diri kita :)
New
So, I need a good vibes gaisss. Here the new one :)
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