Hi handsome guy. I hope u know that ur existence bring happiness to me. I hope u know that every time I see u, u make me smile. I hope u know that every single thing that u did is perfect to me. Even when u are paying for ur drink. Somehow, i didnt even caught ur name. Neither which sem are u in. I just cant do that. Because feelings are so complicated. I keep telling myself that I cant have any feelings towards u. Ive been fooling myself all this while; trusting a boy that shouldnt be trusted. Im scared. Scared to be hurt. Scared to be left again. Scared that u will be doing the same things. And scared to heard that goodbye again. So, before im hearing it, goodbye handsome guy. May everybody appreciate ur existence just like the way I did.