Astaghfirullah. Dealing with people is way much harder than answering an exam paper. Bila you nak buat decision, even it is for yourself, tp you will keep thinking the effect of your decision to others kan. Tanpa you sendiri sedar. Well, some people might say, "Buat apa nak fikir orang. Fikir diri sendiri dulu then baru fikir orang lain." Tapi because you are a human. Human with normal human's feelings. And you also live with other human. So, nak tak nak, you will think about others too. But as for me, even though I always having a hard time in making decision or solving problem, I will make a decision which give me benefits. Kiranya, macam win-win situation laaaaaa. You satisfied others and in the same time you didn't hurt your own feelings. Tapi aku rasa aku ni memang ada masalah laaa in solving problem. Haihhh, nak kena jumpa doktor ni buat treatment hahaha

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Wednesday, 18 May 2016 • 17:13 • 1 comments

Hi handsome guy. I hope u know that ur existence bring happiness to me. I hope u know that every time I see u, u make me smile. I hope u know that every single thing that u did is perfect to me. Even when u are paying for ur drink. Somehow, i didnt even caught ur name. Neither which sem are u in. I just cant do that. Because feelings are so complicated. I keep telling myself that I cant have any feelings towards u. Ive been fooling myself all this while; trusting a boy that shouldnt be trusted. Im scared. Scared to be hurt. Scared to be left again. Scared that u will be doing the same things. And scared to heard that goodbye again. So, before im hearing it, goodbye handsome guy. May everybody appreciate ur existence just like the way I did.